I've been struggling to find my voice on this blog for a while. I like hippie stuff, but I don't see myself as a hippie blogger. My house doesn't look like a constant drum circle is happening. There isn't always pretty sunlight streaming in my windows lighting up the steam for my cup of tea while my cat snoozes. Please. Half the time I don't even bother to lift the blinds in my bedroom.
My life isn't a perfectly curated Instagram photo. The script of my day doesn't read as if I am writing a self help book that will make your life perfect. I have issues. I have dirt, and grime, and dust bunnies raising their great-great grandchildren in my brain.
Years ago, I stopped reading fashion magazines to stop what was quickly becoming a shopping addiction. I turned to blogs for my articles and fashion advice. Sadly, I found the same exact focus on buying, having, and wanting. I was just as dissatisfied with my life reading about someone's new wardrobe, gratis of whatever company was trendy at the time, as I had been when I read fashion magazines. Everyone became a brand, everyone had sponsors, and no one was any happier.
If I am going to write a blog, I am going to be authentic. I have to be. I don't want to spend hours pouring over filters and arranging and rearranging crystals until I have a set up that looks like it belongs in a fashion spread.
Dear reader, my life is not a glossy magazine.
And if I am to be authentic on here, I must accept that my reality is good enough. And you, dear reader, must accept that my life is not yours, and you should not feel pressure to conform yourself to my ideals.